I haven’t been hiding y’all! I have been right here doing absolutely NOTHING! And love/hating every minute of it. Okay I just lied. I haven’t been doing nothing per se… Just not exactly what I really should have been doing.
So I finished my Insanity/P90X Hybrid (a few days early) and after that I just stopped. I felt like my body was just done. I was emotionally fucked (excuse my language peeps) physically run down and spiritually sensitive.
Well last Friday I cast a spell and created a Mojo for Self-Love which was a project for a forum that I am on. I also incorporated healing work and took a list of names which I am so glad that I did. It was a great success. This is when I started to feel like I needed to slow down a bit and re-evaluate myself. I had completely forgot about the work that I did. I found myself looking at my body, mind, spirit and honoring the progress I have made, honoring where I have come and loving myself more as a person and spiritual being than I have in the past. I put off doing a couple readings that I had promised to do which is not like me. I do my best always to get them out asap! I just was really told by spirit to sit down and be still. Do nothing and truly listen. I was told to experience the stillness of life and to learn what it will be like after I reach my physical goals. I had this fear within me that if I stopped for even a second my body would return to what it was. But that’s also a lie, truly, when I dig deeper and get to the core it really is not about the physical body for me. I know I can get rid of this weight but what scared me the most was being the person I was when I was at my heaviest. I don’t ever want to be that person again and I had this little seed in the back of my head that was thinking if I did stop then every day that passes is a day that I would get closer to that negative and depressing person. Not truth at all.
I have taken up my healing path again. I pushed a lot of my passions away for a long time to focus on the physical world, To focus on my body and to get where I need to be, where I desire to be and I just needed that refreshing energy again. My passion is to be of service to Spirit, to help others help themselves and to bridge my passions for the Physical and Spiritual and bring them together. I’m learning that right now.
I’ve spent enough time as the Hermit this past week and it’s time to pull out of that and push myself back into the physical world as a spiritual being. It’s time. I’ll be working out regularly again, incorporating my Yoga Practice full force and definitely making up for the time I spent in contemplation.
I feel rejuvenated and ready to get back into the swing of things. So the message here is this. When Spirit says it’s time to take a rest then please do listen. If it’s time to rest then be still and rest and accept that it is a part of the whole process. Go with the flow baby. You’ll learn so much and be so much more prepared for the next part in your journey if you listen!
I feel good It’s time y’all. What is spirit asking of you? Are you ready to listen?